woke up late at 10am.. actually wanna work half day, but I dun really have e motivation to do so.. went to grandparents' hse instead.. was told tat there have a Hungry Ghost Festival Ceremony going on..
seventh month offerings
the gate of the underworld will open in tis seventh Lunar month
paper money is burned will be delivered to the dead
each participant will get one of tis
back to grandparents' hse.. watched tv.. den wei hao came over ard 6.30pm.. had dinner together wif them.. after tat, parents n aunt went hm first while e both of us left at 9 plus.. everything was fine at first.. till he sae maybe will be going to Perth for 3 weeks after his ORD..
a big sigh! I really dun dare to imagine wad will happen if he really leave for 3 weeks.. as our relationship isnt tat stable yet.. anyway, was really glad tat he left a gd impression on my grandparents n my parents.. but.. things wun be as we wished it to be.. I m lost n tired.. can someone jus tell mi wad should I do now? =(
