ytd night when u sent mi tis msg, "maybe we dun suit each other", my heart hurt.. I m scared.. scared tat everything has come to e end.. since den I have not been smiling till tis afternoon when we were msn-ing, sorting out e problem.. n after we had some solutions, u told mi tat everything is fine now.. n I smiled..
at night, after my work, we met up at Jurong Point for dinner.. I was really happy when I saw u.. But suddenly I felt heaviness in my heart, like there was something that was missing in this relationship, like a piece of an abstract puzzle that cannot be easily found in e heart..
I cant satisfy u.. I cant give u wad u wan.. everytime when I see ur disappointed face, I feel so useless.. its all my fault tat we have to end tis relationship.. u gave in to me lots of times but I took it for granted.. I always promised u tat I will change n I even noe wad is e mistake n wad u r angry abt, still I did it again.. until today.. finally u have sae tis, "maybe feel more like a fren den couple"..
take care, my love.
thinking back how we met each other.. at wy's bbq bday party which is ard 4 yrs back.. n how we started.. but no matter how hard it is, I will still try to continue to identify e core of e problem.. n we will give each other more time.. hope it wun be too late.. take gd care of urself, boi.. enjoy ur trip..
