finally back to work after for almost 3 weeks? cos serene is on leave.. so I m here to replace her.. ming yi waited for mi at Jurong Point after my work.. actually wanted to go his god mum's hse wif him to pay a New Year call.. but he sae she will be back hm at 8 plus.. which means he needs to go alone already cos meeting chong n agnes for dinner..

went to Starbucks Coffee instead.. was toking abt ren.. now den I noe wad is e main reason he wanted to leave mi so much.. as I heard from them, after we broke up or maybe before tat, he had been chatting on phone wif a gal almost every night.. I dun understand.. I love him so much n how can he gave up our 3 yrs of relationship jus like tat? now he is happily wif a gal n yet I m suffering all e pains he gave.. I really dunno which words he sae to mi is true.. y must he need to be so SELFISH? I should have wake up long ago.. nth is FOREVER..

during tis 2 hours, I bursts into tears while we mention abt our relationship n how he treated mi like a fool.. y things will turn out tis way? I feel so useless n all I can do is cry.. but at last, I managed to calm down a bit n stopped thinking abt it.. for the time being, my mind is really very tired.. ming yi came back to sent mi hm after tat.. btw thanks chong n agnes for lending me a listening ear.. n to all those frenz who r always by my side, thanks for e concern.. I really appreciate tat.. I promised I will pull myself together again.. jus give mi more time..