e one n onli mi!

by e way, today dad drove mi to Grand Cathay.. met Kido for e first time whom I knew for months thru facebook.. n we watched Gamer..

GAMER is an action thriller set in a near future when gaming and entertainment have evolved into a terrifying new hybrid. Humans control other humans in mass-scale, multi-player online games: people play people...for keeps. "Slayers," a first-person shooter game allows millions to act out their most savage fantasies online in front of a global audience, using real prisoners as avatars with whom they fight to the death. Kable is the superstar and cult hero of "Slayers." Kable is controlled by Simon who continues to defy all odds by guiding Kable to victory each week. Taken from his family, imprisoned and forced to fight against his will, the modern day gladiator must survive long enough to escape the game to free his family, regain his identity and to save mankind from Castle's ruthless technology.

overall, nice movie.. e story plot reminds mi of Death Race.. somehow its a bit similar.. anyway after tat kido's frenz joined him for dinner.. acc them for awhile before I took bus back.. during e journey, thought back alot of our past.. I missed e time when we took bus together, I missed how I disturbed him when he insisted to slp while on our way back.. I missed his smile.. his laughter.. his hugs n kisses..

after i got off the bus, my subconsciousness led me to his block.. was trying my luck to ask whether he wanted to have dinner wif mi.. so after waiting for hours at e void deck, listening to numberless of jay's 我不配, smoked two cigarette n finally he replied my msg.. but to my disappointment, all I got was a reply of him asking if there was something wrong? suddenly I feel tat he is no longer e wei hao whom I knew before.. I begin to doubt his concern n everything.. or maybe everything is jus a sweet talk to make mi fall in love wif him?

I dunno wads real n wads not.. really gave up n I dun owe him anything now.. bcos in e end, tired n heartbroken is wad I gt.. well, tis will be my last post in tis emo blog.. tired of noting down my thoughts n everything.. gonna forget my past n start a new chapter in my life! hopefully everything will go smoothly! =D