jus back from Orchard.. went to ION wif eddie n rino.. acc e both of them for shopping.. n we had our dinner at Lucky Plaza's Pizza Hut.. suddenly I jus went quiet.. mood swing, I guess.. den both of them started to worry abt mi.. which made mi feel so bad..

it really has been a complicated stage tis whole month.. I admit tat I have a crush on someone else.. yes, being loved is always blissful den when u love somebody.. but I can onli choose one..

in e end, there is always someone who will get hurt.. which mostly will be mi.. so I have been thinking of giving both of them up.. as its really tough for mi to do tat.. although my heart gets heavier n heavier, I still feel blessed bcos I can sense tat wei hao has changed a lot.. n realise tat his love for mi is getting stronger..

I noe I cant be selfish too.. leaving him to wait for mi.. so I will be making e decision by tis sunday.. if by e time I still cant find any ans, I will remain as single n not make any decisions anymore.. bcos I dun deserve any happiness..