was working now.. was thinking alot tis few days.. e relationship tat we having now isnt so stable overall.. I have tis feeling.. feel like letting go.. I feel so miserable waiting for ur call everyday, waiting for u to date mi out.. u dun even bother to find mi n ur frenz is more important den mi anyway..

if I really let go of tis relationship, I will quit sch n my job as well.. I will leave tis unhappy place.. maybe wun be coming back again unless I can get over it.. lastly, I ask alex for some advice..

alex: tis two weeks he is having his exam.. tats y..
mi: I noe, tats y I close one eyes for tis.. but e feeling is so tong ku..
alex: have u think is he e one? for bf, I dunno.. but for bros, he is damn gd..
mi: I love him.. but wad to do?