well y should I be so angry? actually from ytd till now I m still in a happy mood.. now, everything wun be changed bcos of u anymore.. I have told myself not to rely on u so much n I did it! I should stay happy always.. n I should give up on waiting for ur surprises, ur sweet talk n ur cares too.. u noe who u r.. bcos u r e onli one who I care e most..

I m giving up on guys, relationship, LOVE.. lets tok abt guys first.. can I sae I hate guys? ya.. TOTALLY!! too bad.. maybe is bcos till now I haven met a "real" guy.. I hate their empty promise, hate their sweetness, hate them flirting ard.. n especially those guys which dun behave like a gentleman at all.. jus simply dislike them..

tok abt relationship.. I started my first relationship at 15.. till now, I still dun understand wads tat.. in my life, having relationship or nt isnt so important for mi anymore.. slowly I get used to it of being lonely.. ok.. maybe is not totally his fault.. I admit my attitude is really cannot make it.. blah.. blah.. such a complicated thing!

n finally is love.. tis is worst.. i tot I have noe it.. but I m totally wrong! bcos of love, I get hurt over n over again.. maybe I m stupid enough.. to mi, at first I take it seriously.. but now, I really dunno who to believe.. every guys sae tat they can give mi happiness.. totally liar! nvm..

I choose to believe myself for now..